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NOT THE BEST NOT THE BEST NOT BEST.
GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO.
I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT.
NOT END OF THE WORLD RIGHT RIGHT.
BIG DEAL BIG DEAL BIG DEAL BIG DEAL.
SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE.
POSITIVE POSITIVE POSITIVE POSITIVE.
CANNOT xxx CANNOT xxx CANNOT xxx.
GET OVER GET OVER GET OVER GET OVER.
ALL THE WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

SMILE!

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Strong. :)
i will be ok. there is still a long path ahead for me to move on. what's done is done, regrets wont undo the situation. cheers my dear.

had Extremes Carnival. super tired, slept 3 hours only. didnt really perform well, there's room for improvement.

gonna soon concentrate on my studies and stuffs. no more time to waste. positive path, perhaps, a positive start, a positive end. take it as a story, a learning story. take it as a story you read and you will never want to repeat those mistakes again.

i swear i will never want to repeat my same old stupid freaking mistakes that causes all this unwanted things to happen to me. i will grow up and learn. learn that, things are always this way. learn that, things must be cherish before anything happens.

i may have not grown up. so this will be the story book i read last night, that make me realise that things must be cherish before its gone.

cheers girl. remember, in this world, there's no without who; 'i cant do it.' dont be a kiddo anymore.

thanks for everything.

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BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA.
SO BORED...

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I HATE THIS FUCKING WORLD.

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BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG.
BLOG SHIT.

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I'VE OFFICIALLY PACKED MY ROOM!
Thanks to that Lovely Kiddo(L). xD

i feel more relaxing and less burden after packing my room. a little more nicer(only) and its like so empty now. just a little little small messy here and there. moma re-pack and took some sec2 books back and left it on my table eventually.

&&&& she found 12 bucks inside that rubbish. wttthhh, :/ i threw quite alot of pens and thus, she says in future i shall buy my own pen. like, real, i wont.

i planning to buy lots of stuffs now, mostly all bags. so.. save that, no more $ to buy pen for next year, you know. damn it, broke eventually. i'll have more $ when school re-open i guess. holiday, very less less only, man. in additional, so many programs, trgs, and outdoor events. dont need eat meeeh? dont eat, but drink howwwww?! :X sob*

but nevermind, slowly slowly. HAHAHA. lameeeeeee.

training tmrw in school(luckily man.) have to head to Ngee An by 5pm for extremes aftermath. hopefully, it wont be a tiring one. :/ my ankle nearly break on Tue. !!! super suan.

gonna buy books soon + meet up with people for Maths ws. gosh, holiday is finishing soon like so damn fast. omgggg, hate it so much. studying just sucks, how can i ever survive..

Jiaaaayou.

Gooooooooodbyeeee!(:

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YOOOO! last day of november, wooooh. 1 month flyyyyyyy so fast, left a month to play/study.

i still haven touch on my maths worksheet. planning to meet up vanessa.L and friends to do. but we still haven done that yet. i want to pack my freaking room which is like in a biggg biggg mess. i cant take it anymore, but i just wont do it. wthhhh.

i have to pack my room first in order to buy my books. i spend my day outside. even if i had time at home, im either watching tv or staring at the computer. gosssh, whats wrong with me.

i didnt study for like at least a month already. next year, gonna be a hectic year. lots of stuff, many, super, much. :/ hoooow? YOU, come pack my rooom now! D:

hopefully, i'll pack my room in a week time. PLEASE! i cant take it anymoreeee. stupid laziness.

gonna quickly meet up or have self-discipline to finish my maths. i hate maths, my maths isnt perfect too. so i have to touch, even if its a paper. go go go!

1. i gonna pack room. 2. i gonna buy my books. 3. i gonna do my maths + a little studying(IF POSSIBLE--') 4. i must stop playing and wasting my time. 5. i need to read more books(cause my compo sucks.) 6. i need to be guai & balance my time. cause, i have NO TIMEEEE!!

OKAY, JUST FREAKING PACK MY ROOM FIRST.

& damn it, the people above my house keeep knocking. which is very irritating to me.

anyway, i should go for X-country in the morning. i DID intend to go but it was like freaking 8am in the morning. which is soooooo mama late. :/ i woke up when the alarm went off. but i just couldnt take it & i snooze it. soon, ade messaged me and said that she over-slept = not going. so, okay, i went back to sleep & woke up at 10.30am

prepare and off to Sbc with M and friends & my friends which is our friends. LOL okay.

watch watch watch, eat eat eat, watch watch watch, eat eat eat, bye bye bye. reached sbw at around 8pm?

sigh* i feel so useless, woman! room like shit, paper blank, study like superman, talk like canon gun, sleep like pig, stare at the comp like free & wasting my time like as if i got a lot time. omg.

but also super sian la can. Mon,wed- Cross. tue,thur,sat(etrms)-nb. alamak, cannot complain. :/ i choose one maaa.

USELESS. :/ okay DO something.

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OMGOMGOMG!!

im superrrrrrrrrrr bendan. i need to brain wash myself!!

bendan bendan, mei you maomao! okay, off to brain wash!

BABOOOOOOOOM, BAO ZHA!

daaaaaaaaaaaaaa feeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii zhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

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my blog is damn wordy recently due to no pictures being able to upload.

well, i stayed at home the whole day today. i slept at 2am this morning even after that torturing camp and woke up at 11am. i thought and i wish i could sleep till around 12 or even later to kill time. but anyway, i didnt rot as much as i expected.

m came to my house at around 3plus while i was talking to Ade. RAWWWWRZXC.

slacked, listened to music and off he go to Novena for his steamboat. now still eating like a pig.

my wound kind of make me feel so disgusted/suckish/inconvenient/irritated. it kept having pus or something. so disgusting can. i stain till my bed sheet when i was sleeping this morning. my jacket too!!

waiting for it to dry up and stuffs. bet it gonna be painful. i hate this fall;scarped(is it?). :/ so omg, the last fall i had like this was long ago. damn troublesome.

i packed my computer table just now. yay!* but then its just half. --' i cant bend for long man, am i old? my back hurts when i bend, it began to sour* lol...? so i give up. left some parts.

my room is still in a big mess. gonna pack up before i can buy my books. omgggg.

im worried/scared about next year. its gonna be damn difficult/headache. sighhh*

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit man, i gonna exercise. i wanna run but im.. lazy. :/

BYE!

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hello, im back from camp. super tiring + no ample rest. yawns*, i dont feel like sleeping now though. :/

1 day 3 trainings + morning run. 5.30am need to wake up. Ohhhhhh, 3 days only and im .. dead.

Byeee man.

i wanna buy books & sec3 skirts and bloody pack my room and do maths worksheeet + revision for next year before i die again. OMG.

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will be away from 23rd - 25th Nov;

Sports Camp.

just shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttzxc only. :/

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freaking woke up at 6.15am this morning. having training @ Green view Sec @ 8.45pm. which is at pasir ris. just far. training and matches. combined 3 schools. + Nan hua.

everything ended at around 12plus 1pm. wash up and headed to white sand for lunch with extremes people. had laska again, yummy! i can eat man. LOL.

slacked outside mac to wait for others. Shanice bought the bubble tea which is damn tall. it cost 1.60 only. i mean taller then Sweet talk one, quite alot more man. its quite nice, alot of pearl, the colour combination very nice. hahaha.

next we took bus 89 and we ended up at Changi there. (Cargo thing?) super funny can. the police officer told us to come down and board again after they go in and check. but then, there's 2 men at the back whom they need not need to alight. we was like.. laughs*

cause' we have alot of bags, maybe there's bomb inside? LOL. just super funny okay.

so well, we took the wrong side of 89 which brings us one big round caaan. :/ from white sand there take to Changi and went back to where to came from again(green view sec). and then it reached hougang mrt station. we took cab to St. Andrews JC.

just freaking waste time, waste money, waste youth. --' played like 3 balls only. wthhh, nevermind. :/

headed back to Sembawang with Vanessa.L. ate duck rice for dinner. i spent 10bucks today. all on food, lunch/dinner. BROKE.

slacked at Mac before going home at 8pm.

STUPID IDIOT. I DONT WISH TO GO CAMP. pack here pack there. everyday run, buey sian. :/ shiiitttttttttttzxczxc, i hate it man. sometimes, i hate life. so unfair. :/

i hope to have fun, just fun. get rid off all the bad fishing things which fish my brains and stinks my head. whatever. omgggg, i hate being like this. wtffffffffff, why like that? zzz.

feeling so guilty now, shouted at someone.
i really need peace, someone at home who is able to talk to me.
but there isnt, cause its not a normal procedure from young.
& all i need was peace, sitting down there relaxing myself while watching tv.
its just a small thing, why make a big fuss?
i love concerns and need someone to spend time with me so badly much.
& i understand that, at home there isnt, cause its not what we use to do.
so i dont really blame that & use to talking to my friends more.
i hate staying at home, the feeling sucks.
cause' im bored, and i will tend to think alot.
im not as happy, as trouble-free from what you all see
all i need from people were more concerns & care.
even its just a.. 'are you okay?', im really more than happy.
perhaps, im really not easily contented, but still i need them all.
all i wanted all along is someone whom i can rely & show concerns to me.
all i wanted was to be happy, thats all.
maybe i just hide everything, why must i?
i hate to pretend, pretend that im okay, when im not.

i will be happy, right?

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head to his house @ around 11plus in the morning. wanted to eat Sakura but it was full house. so we went causeway and eat and save the $ up for next time. i ate laska. it was oh-so-delicious. hot & spicy, yummy!^^ firstly, he ate char kway teow > chicken rice > tom yum seafood soup > ice kachang. mad! :0

the tom yum soup was so yummy. sour and spicy. i drink until i was super duper full. just yummy.

headed back to his house as it was going to rain soon. played L4d. & half way through her sister was playing with the manicure. & i was just attracted to play with it since she introduced to me. it was really fun & nice & so pleasurable for ladies like us to decorate our nails. hehehe.

there are still heart & star shapes on my nails. i decorate it myself okay, nice horh! xD its red in colour! :) taaaaahhhdahhs!

watched the 'Paranormal Activity' after L4d-ing. well, i seriously dont feel like recalling. goooosssh, well it was boring at first. cause they we really doing something, kind of an experiment. :/ so there's ofcos alot of talking and stuffs.

hmmmm, i dont want to explain. you guys shall see yourself. just that the ending was a little sad and incredible. just watch it man. :/ woooo, i shall shut up now.

OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.... :/.....

i was really scared at the last part, whenever at night. AAAAAAAAAH, okay shhhhhhhhhh. it was a true story man. ): god bless!

we ended at around 7pm and immediately i said i want to go home before darkness fall. well, just stay calm. everythings gonna be alright. (:

lastly, Happy 9th Month. :) luvvvvv.

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im feeling a little heavy heart-ed. for i dont know why too. i must smile & be happy. i must. just look at the brighter side i life i suppose. //must be happy k?:)

had training today. the circuit brought waterfall for me. i was damn wet. overall it was still alright. shallnt elaborate further. (kind of mood-less. :/)

we end of the training by celebrating Huanhui's Birthday. hahaha, all the best to you. :) Hearrrrts(L) we had cakes for her birthday. the cake was awesome just that it was a little too creamy.

headed home with Rachel, Vanessa.L & Vinis. bought Bee-bee. :)

watched teevee from 7pm to around 9plus before using the computer.

ummmmm, thats about all. hope tmrw will be a better day.

Smileeeeeeeeee!

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Happy Birthday Huanhui! :)

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Bryna ^^.
3 February, Fourteen.
i ♥: sports, music, friends.
i like eggtart, chocolates & softtoys.
& watching the stars too.

P/S best view on mozilla.

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